It's almost 3AM and I'm sitting up alone, procrastinating on my biology homework... this is my life.
A freshman in college, and hardly any friends. I am always wishing I could be home with my family and friends, and because of this, I go home almost every weekend. Come to speak of it, I'm at my sister's right now, and even though she is asleep, I still feel more comfortable than I would in Tallahassee. As you go through high school and you get in little arguments with your parents, you always wish and pray that you could be on your own, but when that time truly hits you, it's like a brick wall. You want nothing more than to be able to go back to high school and be care free, and that's what I wish for, everyday and every night. I know I sound like such a drama queen, and a complainer, and to be honest I am. Only because I'm not exactly satisfied with where I am. I like it, sometimes... and I love being able to make my own decisions, but the loneliness kinda wins the war.
I plan to blog whenever I feel the need, which could be 3 times a day or 3 times a month, but either way, you'll know exactly how I feel, because I plan to write the truth.
My wish list consists of:
Closer friends.
A chance to see Kyle one last time.
An average GPA after this awful semester.
A freshman in college, and hardly any friends. I am always wishing I could be home with my family and friends, and because of this, I go home almost every weekend. Come to speak of it, I'm at my sister's right now, and even though she is asleep, I still feel more comfortable than I would in Tallahassee. As you go through high school and you get in little arguments with your parents, you always wish and pray that you could be on your own, but when that time truly hits you, it's like a brick wall. You want nothing more than to be able to go back to high school and be care free, and that's what I wish for, everyday and every night. I know I sound like such a drama queen, and a complainer, and to be honest I am. Only because I'm not exactly satisfied with where I am. I like it, sometimes... and I love being able to make my own decisions, but the loneliness kinda wins the war.
I plan to blog whenever I feel the need, which could be 3 times a day or 3 times a month, but either way, you'll know exactly how I feel, because I plan to write the truth.
My wish list consists of:
Closer friends.
A chance to see Kyle one last time.
An average GPA after this awful semester.
